I am a scholar of peace.
I have written the essays
on conflict,
peace,
and
security.
I have defined peace
debated it,
and deconstructed it many times.
so arguably, I know a lot
about peace.
not really.
I have found the peace I have studied
lacking in answers.
just more questions
and ceaseless dissatisfaction
with an unchanging world.
I don’t know peace.
and then,
there are days,
when I travel to myself
undo the parts of me that need to die
water those that need to live.
then,
I know the most intimate peace
the one that is me.
I know peace
*Featured Image: Collage of photos I took on a trip to Guestling.